For some odd reason this morning when I woke up the first thing that came into my mind was the suffering and pain that humans deal with on a daily basis. Again I'm not really sure what made me think about that so early in the morning. (maybe it was a dream I had)
I find it extremely difficult to concieve that a God who loves humanity would allow 3 individuals to cause billions of people to suffer and die for almost 7000 years. To complicate matters even further the bible says the reason this is being allowed to happen is to basically prove a point. What loving parents would allow their children to be tortured and ultimately murdered just to prove that the parents knows more than the child? In my mind that kind of reasoning defies logical thinking.
This is just one of the many things that I find hard to understand about the bible. And whats worse is that I feel guilty for having those kind of doubts. I feel like I'm betraying everything I've been taught as a child. But yet it still does'nt sense to beleive that God would allow us to suffer simply so it can be said that he knows more than us humans. I mean afterall if God is almighty and powerful is'nt there other ways to make a point without the loss of billions of lives?