slimboyfat
I'll be briefer than you (I think) but I appreciate the time you have taken to express your reactions and thoughts.
If memory serves, I once told you half-jokingly that you seem to be striving after the goal of consistent nihilism (or something to that effect), which is a heroic but untenable posture imo (as Camus writes about "being a saint without God"). I would add today that along with this consistency you seem to expect something it cannot offer: authority, or at least a right to speak (or write) your mind. Or mine, for that matter.
I don't see things that way -- if I happen to be "amused" or "irritated" at something I can express that feeling -- or not. If I feel like trying to understand what it is about I can just do so, in a tentative, non-authoritative way (that's what I meant to do in that particular case, I thought I made it clear right away but perhaps I might have made it even clearer), and offer this for discussion. So can you, and everybody else of course. Btw, if I feel like wondering about my feelings about it in a more reflexive way I can equally do so -- I happen to do that sometimes, too!
Similarly pointing to posters by name or not I regard as a matter of choice, which I feel no need to justify. If you regard this as unethical, or if others have no idea of what I'm talking about, so be it: I simply suffer the consequences of my choice in communication...
I don't exactly agree with your summary of my "perspective". For instance, I don't regard any "conspiracy theory" as not worthy to be tackled on its own terms. To the contrary, I think it is very useful for everyone that specialists of related fields engage in the painful task of detailed discussion; I have not avoided lengthy debates on (other) topics I happen to know something about. But here I simply express my feelings and reflexion as anybody sitting in the audience. (Btw I don't think they are limited to "right-wing" affinities either, although I seem to observe that they lean rather that way lately.)
I very much agree that all "understandings" of "reality" are constructions. That doesn't make them conspiracy theories: I think your metaphorical use (which is a literal misuse) of that term in characterising all theories is deliberately provocative, but it may be worth making that clear. A conspiracy involves a hidden and conscious agreement of wills, persons and/or organisations (political, religious, economical leaders, Jews, Freemasons, "Illuminati," aliens, angels, demons...) to make sense of it. More importantly, conspiracy theories tend to ignore or minimise "chance" and "coincidence," which other theories don't. This as and of itself doesn't make them false, of course: there have been conspiracies in history. But the current thriving of this paradigm on the worldview market is a notable phenomenon I think.
More generally (in the line of previous discussions), I don't think forsaking the ideal of comprehensive "truth" must reduce us to silence. If conceptual tools and patterns of intelligibility are made rather than found or revealed, why not share in the making, along and against others? And if in the process we happen to "laugh at ourselves," as you put it, that may be a very helpful by-product of the experience...