If you can in good conscience go back to an org that lies to you, condones and hides pedophiles, breaks up families & marriages, encourages lying (who is the father of lies?), treats women much like the Tailban, demands suicide from it's members, puts children upon their altar do die for the men in NY, an org that insists on micro managing your every move from your entertainment, grooming, dress, underclothes, friends, etc., to how you can make love to your spouse, an org that claims to be of God yet has twisted, added, and perverted the Word of God, perverted and distorted historical facts, perverts and misquotes authors and experts, has used and approved of the occult including using Greber, the list goes on and on. If you can know ALL of these things and go back to such people, well, I don't know what to say.
I understand those who go back to keep their families I don't understand how anybody who can read the horrors and heartbreak of the ex jw boards would willingly of their own accord go back to such an evil ungodly organization. I cannot understand anyone who claims to have a love for God would go back to such an unbiblical and ungodly organization.
Have you tried reading a non jw bible without any jw aids? There is no way anybody could ever come to the same conclusions as the jw's by reading the bible alone. Sadly, as a jw you are not even allowed to do this simple task. And that is how cults operate, keep you from information and enslave you. In this case they keep you from Christ Himself and put themselves in His place. You will never know if you have truth when you don't have free inquiry. You will never know and will always have nagging doubts as you did in the end of your letter if you are too fearful to find out what is the truth, to do that you must research many, many things from many different sources.
