I was reading the accounts of those who have decided to return to the JW's and I was struck by a common theme in the posters' reasons for going back.
That theme is fear and anxiety about the future and their place in it.
My advice is to trust in Jesus of Nazareth and not some promises made by the WT. How can WT give you assurance of anything when they themselves are just as uneasy?
Read the WT studies that are done here; pay close attention to the WT paranoia. As were the 1st century Pharisees, they are consumed by fear that their influence is dwindling.
Here is something that I found very helpful when I was leaving WT.
Revelation 3:20 “ Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.” NIV
Revelation 3:20 "Look at me. I stand at the door. I knock. If you hear me call and open the door, I'll come right in and sit down to supper with you.” MSG
Why not open to Jesus and Him alone?
Sylvia