BonaFide said: ...you can't show the MASSES anything other than "BE LOYAL TO THE ORGANIZATION." I became careful for the most part, and in conversation and action, I tried to imitate brothers like Brother Jaracz...
Imagine the pressure brother Jaracz must feel... He wants Jehovah's Organization to be "without spot from the world" as he sees it. Individuals are not important, the Organization is important. If someone suffers an injustice, well, "wait on Jehovah."
I can't believe I was like that, that I imitated him in a small way, but I did. You work so hard trying to put up a "good" front, that you never stop to examine whether the "front" itself is good or not.
That was profound, and a realistic and philosophical glimpse into the reasoning of the Governing Body I won't soon forget. Thank you for that.
And the fact that the Bethelites were all so impressed that he was going through, one by one, to find out what responsibilities each one had; when what he was REALLY doing was determining which of them were headed to the chopping block is just chilling.