The last thing I went to was a circuit assembly, six months ago, I had both of my children there, we had been hurt by the brothers and we sucked it up and went. I sat there with my kids, all of us looking out over this crowd of 1500 people, and the robotic, zombie-like state, struck us profound for the first time. We were seeing things and hearing things like we never had before because our eyes were open. Then at the baptism talk we heard the questions for the first time again and just looked at eachother. And the phoney friendships and predictable behavior of everyone.......I knew that weekend was my last, I couldn't stand it anymore neither could my kids. We haven't been to anything since. Really it's not the doctrines for us , it's the selfish, unloving, phoney love that we couldn't take anymore............wf