Sorry for writing so incoherently, Crazyguy. This topic always gets me addled-pated.
When I first came on this board I still believed in God--but I had come to believe that it is harder to understand him than the WT Corp would have us believe. In fact, as I tried to reconcile the "Cliff Notes" version in the Book of Bible Stories with the God-of-Love I went down a rabbit hole that made me have to face not just the brothers, my bewildered friends, and the Brooklynn Bible Mafia, but --this was the hardest--myself.
Yes, I did use the story of Jephthah to point out(using the only the reference material available to faithful JWS) that all the arguments against Jephthah killing his daughter were the same reasons that God didn't command the killing of Isaac.
I added another reason to see that God wasn't asking for a killing: The word used by (presumably Abraham) was olah not zebach.
If Jephthah didn't kill his girl ( others too think this didn't happen. Apologetics Press/Jephthah's daughter outlines a non-JW support of this non-blood offering), I asked the elders, "When DID the word olah/burnt offering get a spiritual sensibility. It was nonsense to say that Jephthah was the first to realize ( better than Abraham) what was meant by a burnt offering. I reckoned what really occurred in Genesis 22 was that God presented a new concept us through the story at Genesis 22. The Isaac/ Abraham drama presented a dilemma that had no clear map of faith. There was no adequate word, no adequate definition for the quality of trust/faith (what word?) of that would be described by the dark walk up the mountain.
In fact, as I talked to the brothers, I expressed the idea that we humans--not God-- invent words--and we can only invent them from our own experience and imagination--This dilemma of Abraham was a moment of God trying to break through the blood and gore mindset of faith=death. I submitted that we continued to repeat the story as written in the bible story book then we had failed to see God as a being of light. If we held God to our own bloody ideas even after Jesus tried to persuade us of his generousity then all was lost...
I got handed over to the CO. He hadn't completely read the letter that I had given the elders that outlined my own dilemma of conscience(Which was that I could not stomach the version on God illustrated in pictures and words in our literature of God the SOB and I knew that this put me in a delicate spot as a JW) He wasn't interested in anything but my allegiance to the FaithfullandDiscreetSlave. He asked why I didn't send my query into "Questions from Readers"? I told him that it wasn't a question.
Crazyguy, this may be more than you wanted and yet there was more. nd maybe you really were only saying to me that I was just talking gobble-de-gook and to stop it.
this too is perhaps goofy talk. the parsing of words from Genesis 22 seems ridiculous in the face of my current undertanding of how we humans think, experience, talk---and write of our life experience. And how we fall into a religion instead of our existential reality.
Bible translation is the not even half of the problem. It is nothing.
But I have to say, in honesty, that I am sympathetic with the puzzlement of an old man in the desert searching to understand his purpose in a chaotic world.
Maeve
Edited:
And sympathetic to the son of the old man, too.
How much of Isaac's life was his own perception of reality and how was it threaded through the needle of his father's reality? He might have died for his father's fumbling faith. Willing? convinced? I wonder.