Sorry folks! I have no idea what happened to that post there I'm not used to this forum and things are a bit fiddly at times!
Here was the reply I had typed up.. in case it doesn't show up there
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Hi Newborn!
I'm no expert, but at this moment in time, I am an atheist and although I am still reading and researching, I find no room to doubt that evolution is a fact and of course as an atheist, there is no divine being involved.
Like you said, we don't need to know all the answers to the "big" questions even though it's interesting to ponder over them and fascinating to come up with answers. Such definite answers are not really going to help us in our day to day activities. I don't think any one religion, book, organisation, scientist or philosopher is going to be able to have all the answers. We are still growing (intellectually) as a species and discover new things all the time. There is no reason to think that we will NEVER find the answers, but rather it might take a good few generations.
And it's ok to be undecided! Spirituality is a personal journey and we all should (ideally) undertake our own research and come to our own conclusions rather than just going with the majority or following something merely because our family believes it etc. Considering the complexities of such subjects, I'm not surprised it would take a good few years to carefully consider all of the evidence. And the good thing about having a personal spirituality and a logical outlook, is that it makes us less rigid in our stance. You could very well start out believing in creation, then evolution and then maybe creative evolution (sorry I can't think of the correct term!). A reasonable mindset is willing to change its position if the evidence shown passes the test of authenticity.
The problem with a JW background, is that although we are taught to "examine" and "research", it has always involved material that is only in favour of whatever is being discussed. This leaves us pretty much uneducated in the details of the opposing argument. In fact, most people who argue against evolution haven't really sat down and read proper scientific material on evolution at all!! They base their decision solely from books that favour creationism and parrot ideas heard from other sources who are also probably ill informed. Hence you get evolution myths like humans sprang up from monkeys and complex life springing up from chance. As far as I know (and I could be wrong), evolution doesn't answer how life "originated" but rather answers how life "diversified" and adapted to form the plethora of species and sub species we find around us today.
Taking any life form, for example the domestic cat (I like cats! ), you find various types/breeds of cats. Also the domestic cat shares many similar features with other members of the feline family like leopards, tigers, lions and wildcats. If you go back in "time" these different "family lines" seem to converge or point to a common ancestor. That ancestor could be one in a level of other ancestors that also eventually converge to yet another common point and so on. It is basically a tree structure and theoretically if you go back far enough, all life started out from one particular type of life form. It seems outrageous from the outset, but if you don't already know, all life on earth shares very identical "building blocks" in gene structure and dna. Despite our vastly different outer appearances, under the microscope, we share many similarities.
To me, that indicates that slight changes in genetic structure over time creates outward physiological changes. These changes could either help or hamper an animal/plant descendant in their survival. Obviously, the negative changes fail to carry on for long, because the animal is most likely to be easily captured and eaten by predators or succumbs easily to diseases and infections. The positive changes that helps an animal/plant escape predators or survive a disease flourishes because that life form lives long enough to have more children, hence the positive abilities get passed on to them. The creature has "evolved" to survive better. The "changes" also can take place to suit a creature's environment. If there are many tough big nuts to eat, having tiny teeth or beaks isn't going to help. The animal/bird with a slightly bigger beak or stronger jaw will be more successful in eating such food, and more likely to survive. Such progressive improvements carrying through the family tree and result in parts "branching" off to become more specialised for their location. That's what I've taken from my research so far.
There is so much information about, so take your time to read and understand. You might find some authors that you agree with and others that you don't. Some "theories" might make sense and others may proved to be flawed to you. Also, I agree that the "scientific" nature of the subject puts many people off, as they feel the material can be too overwhelming and specialised for the layman to grasp. However, there are books around that are geared for the "less technical" and can usually be an enjoyable read. The book of all books, Charles Darwin's Origin of Species (Note how it says species and not life!) is supposedly very non technical although sometimes a bit tedious. I have the book but haven't yet read it, but I'm looking forward to it.
Life is a journey and from birth until death, we are constantly exploring and learning new things. Take your time and read as much as you can, from both sides of the camp. Talk to people here, or on other forums who can point you to new material or ways of thinking. The transition from believer to non-believer or vice versa is never overnight. Reading about evolution or the big bang doesn't automatically make you an atheist.
Sorry for the long post, but I wish you well on your journey. It helps if you have a love of books and reading like I do. I'm currently on the Selfish Gene by Richard Dawkins which is a little hard going for me at times, but very interesting nevertheless!
Good luck