Was a Christian but am finding it harder and harder to believe in God after the total shit-assed year I've had. I know there are people who have it worse, but I'm just tired of nothing ever going right, and of having to watch yet another family member probably die before the end of this year at far too young an age.
Where is God in all this? Why would he let people suffer over and over and over and over again? Because two people ate a frigging piece of fruit 6,000 years ago when they weren't supposed to? Give me a break.