Mary.You KNOW my life. I realize how heavy your heart is darling. BUT!!
Me personally ! I truly believe it is Satan that is attacking you & yours.
Why would he not? look how many "helps"( the book) you have worked
on & paid for & sent... If you HAD a hubby he might say "WHY DONT YOU
CURSE GOD & DIE"
I am not going to preach to you. But I am going to say,through the loss
of My kids,the bombing,the hateful way the WT used me. I do honestly
believe it is because I talked to God to give me strength,& I believe HE gave it.
I am reading a book called "WHERE is GOD when it hurts"by Phillip Yancey
Its not as if HE(Phillip)knows for sure,but lets me think he has thought as I have
in heartache.No one can tell you what to do,, how to feel,but I would suggest
prayer MAY help...It gives me comfort,I know it doesnt everyone..
Chin up my love... I wont insult you by doing my "thing" on here but will do it
in my "closet" for you & yours as I have been.You see I believe Satan rules the earth....