Oh, stop, you're gonna make me cry.
Well, maybe not.
COMF
LOVE REALLY SUCKS
by Saint Theresa 11 Replies latest social relationships
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radtrinidad
Saint Theresa,
I so know how you feel. I fell in completely, hopelessly, head over heels in love with a young disfellowshiped JW. He was so sweet and wonderful. He would e-mail 3 or 4 times a day and message me while I was at work. We would talk on the phone for hours on end and talked about all the wonderful things in life. He was open and honest, I thought. We had great wild sex and I had never been happier in my life. Then he decided to go back to the borg because the "world" had only caused him hurt. Seeing as I was a worldly girl and we were "fornicating" that means that I was now out of the equation. I have tried to maintain at least a friendship but that is becoming intolerable. All he wants to talk about is JW theology, most of which I don't agree with from my own independent studies. Before we broke up and for a time after I was studying with the local congregation but I didn't fall for their mind controlling tricks. He is urging me to go back and hints that if I became a JW we may be able to get back together and does he have to die to prove his beliefs to me. Well I'm not falling for that line and I don't think I want this new controlling religious obsessed in my life any longer. It feels like somebody dies though and it still hurts so badly. The sweet understanding guy I met has become a Watchtower quoting fanatic.
Here's a big hug for you Saint Theresa and both you and I are better off without those Watchtower drones in our lives.
Peace, Rad