Hey, glad to see ya reading the bible(ha ha). One gets a totally different perspective on the bible when fear of displeasing an angry Deity is dismissed. Ones eyes open to the cruelty of the Deity, as one no longer fears to be rational in even in their estimation of him,,they no longer force themselves to erase from their minds the notion that god doesn't always act loving,,or feel guilty from the boast of a all powerful god to never question or challenge him in any way.
Once one looses fear of the Biblical Deity, he can read the bible more intelligently he can notice more things with out the guilt factor. The more easily it is to see things more clearly. Godly fear has a way of keeping people in ignorance.