So, after a lengthy discussion with my Mom on Friday, she asked me ( again) to have a study with a bethel brother because the question I ask are too "above" her knowledge and she feels that only a well trained bethel brother can show me the "truth".
I voiced to her my issue:
I love my Mother, Father and Sister that are JW's and the last thing I want is to lose them, we had already drifted apart because of their new found faith ( My Mom was first, about 8 years ago, then my older sister and just recently, last july 4th, my Dad), I told her that IF I have these study with a Bethel Brother I will, most likely, sya thing and state sources that may get me brnaded as an "apostate", I asked her, to be honest and truthful with me and to tell me that, IF I get branded that and they are told, suggest to them, to stop dealing with me, would they?
She said that NO organization tells her who to deal with, even more so in regards to family.
I was not convinced, nevertheless I agreed and this wednesday will have my first study with him, first topic the MWT, my issue with certain translations ( such as Romans 10:13, Colossians and so forth) and the name "Jehovha".