Recently I talked to some JW, even so called strong ones in the truth:
I noticed, they do not believe everything from the WTS, for example:
One older sister, a close relative of mine, she has been pioneering for years, babtizes over 40 years ago, mentioned, that sometimes she wonders about certain teaching, but she can not say anything, because somebody would say, she speaks against Jehovah himself..further she said, she remmebers 1975, and that the society tried to blame the brothers, but was clearly responsible itself..
I was quit shocked to hear that from her, and I added some careful comments in the same direction...
other brothers do not agree with certain teachings, like resurrected ones will not marry, or animals will not eat each other etc...
maybe those are "minor" issues, but if you doubt one teaching of Gods channel, doesnt that mean, you doubt the whole thing ?
How much apostate is in each JW ?
Well, I have to say, before ever coming to a site like this, I also questioned some things, but I never draw the ultimate conclusion: The WTS is not Gods channel whatsoever...