I read both of Ray's books after my decision to leave, they confirmed my reasons for leaving,and more importantly set me on the road to recovery.
As to the rumours about the content of C.O.C etc. and Ray's actions, these come straight out of N.Y head-quarters, the COBOE of the Congo I left has a brother who is on the writing committee,
(I have met him,he seemed to have no head,but I realised it was up his own arse !)
this prat told the COBOE that Ray had done various things at Bethel ,( giving these "facts" as though an eye witness to them ), before leaving,what Ray's motives were, and other lies about his books. I have spoken with Ray via E-mail (not about these matters) and I know these are all untruths, but of course Elders lap it up, " It came from Bethel !", and then pass such crap on.
Grace (Mouthy) will confirm what a wonderful, humble guy Ray is.
What a bunch of sh**bags inhabit Brooklyn H.Q !
Love
Wobble