The past few months have found me in a different frame of mind. I no longer struggle with religion. I have adopted a self label: Agnostic Christianist. I am not Christian, but accept that the words attributed to Jesus contain positive object lessons in this life. I more closely relate to Buddhism in many ways. The Buddhist philosophy that is. Less is more. Peace with the universe.
The transformation from a hard core Jdub to Agnostic has taken about 6 years now.
I am at peace with it, though the journey continues.
Jeff