I was baptized at the age of 15, my father was very opposed. I loved god and wanted to be a spiritual person. So, anything in the literature which told one how to be a spiritual person was of great interest to me.
I remember hearing and reading this phrase over and over and over again "Put Jehovah First".
Don't get an education - "PUt Jehovah First".
Don't take that EMT certification course that meets on Tue and Thursday for 6 weeks - "Put Jehovah First".
Don't get a real career, be a janitor and "Put Jehovah First".
Don't spend time with your "worldly" parents on the weekends, instead abandon them and fill your time up with field service and meetings and "Put Jehovah FIrst".
on and on it goes.
But WHAT IN THE FUCK DOES IT MEAN?????