Thank you flipper, :) hug back at you. and sixofnine I feel for you too. I feel quite teary. I need to find a focus, a distraction. something. - I would gladly have invited some lonely exJws to dinner if I knew who they were and if they wanted to come.. - Its a hard time I agree. - yes I have my kids and my sister, and for that I am grateful, but I still feel a loss. - the same as if all my family had been wiped out in a car crash. - it doesnt help that I live in my childhood home.