Heck, I spent my first Christmas alone. :(
I feel so down :(
by creativhoney 34 Replies latest jw friends
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Heaven
This is for everyone feeling down right now, including sacolton and creativhoney:
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zoiks
I'm so sorry to hear it, Honey. From what I gather, you miss your family... But you have your sister and children, correct?
This is a tough time of year for many, I know! But it is also a good time to take stock of what we have and hold dear. Hang in there!
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creativhoney
aw thanks everyone. I am a total idiot. I spent the last two years loving someone and being forgiving when they walk all over me. every holiday (non term time) without fail he dumped me and slept with someone else, like an idiot I pretended it was casual and just carried on. w
we didnt speak for five months, and then i let him walk back in my life and foolishly into my heart and bed again. - he blows hot and cold, came round the other day and I said, instead of just blowing hot and cold, start being honest, - he said oh Im taking a girl out on thursday..
then I get the whole what did you expect? we arent in a relationship..
its not me that goes weird its him/ - dont worry, this time I said go away, leave me alone and let me get on with my life and meet other people. buut I am so angry at myself. - is it our witness upbringing that makes us pushovers, and be so forgiving of people who clearly dont even deserve the time of day from us? he asked me to sew his coat, have my spare mobile, and help with his assignment, knowing he was taking someone else out, knowing hed been sleeping with me. what a user, why the hell was I so nice to him?
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creativhoney
i did mean to say this when i opened the topic, then it posted,. then I felt too down to elaborate x
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John Doe
Sounds a bit cliche. . .
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creativhoney
John - it is cliche. Its the one aspect of my life in which I am a total idiot. - and it sounds like wham. only problem is when I gave him my heart and he gave it away, now I can't find it to give it anyone else and I bloody well want it back. - along with my books, my lucky 13 guitar strap, my graphics tablet, my phono jack, my guitar tuner and numerous other things that hes probably got in a box under the bed hes shagging someone else on.
f***wit.
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John Doe
Ok, that post made me think of this one.
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creativhoney
ha. I love it. thats cheered me right up! but mostly its whos boots have been under his. as hes too lazy to travel ;)
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cantleave
Forget him, move on, live your life to the full. ((((((((((creativhoney)))))))))))
