Sometimes we come to realizations of something wrong in stages or phases. Sometimes with more experience, which includes more, (or higher) position, one becomes more aware of the power controls and how that works. That was the case for Ray. He was young as a devout JW. He and Cynthia were very devout missionaries. They loved that work.
Then, he was called into Bethel and very much a researcher for the WTS. He became a Governing Body member. That position is not always "equal." He was the "new boy," aware of the "old boys" seniority (and power). He tried to bring issues to the other GB and some would accept some of Ray's concerns "to a degree," having a 'winking' agreement. However, in an effort to share doctrinal issues to review, he was met more with resistance. There is that stage that many of us felt/hoped that in time certain things would change and improve. Only thing is, once we come to the realization stage to question, then we start realizing how powerless what is "right" exists in such circles already established.
Ray kept questioning and trying, and that became very threatening to the "old boys." Eventually, it became aware to Ray he could no longer just accept the stance of the Governing Body, an internal crisis grew and he realized he could not change anything important, not even slowly. Therefore, I do respect Ray. Life is ever changing. There are phases in life and changes in history. When the need for change is evident, how do we respond. Do we fight again the needed change or do we move on to what is right. That is the personal 'tight-rope' balance, do we 'balance in one spot (which can work for awhile but can be precarious with time) or do we 'cross over?'