Flipper - update ..... still happy dude, wow, it is amazing.
I used to think, how do people do it ? every day, no matter what they are going through, they are always, nice, smiley, chirpy, kind,
(most, not all, there are a lot of shites out there ).
and now here I am, and i am doing it. I'm not as stressed, not as wound up, not worrying ( i never used to be a worrier though, lol )
The dreams are still in the background, still can't grasp them, no more 'night sweats' though.
This site, and everyone on it, has helped me so much to 'unlock' a lot of things.
I have learned so much, I will always be so grateful for this site, and all the people here, who dedicate their time and efforts to helping others.
I may be 'bi-polar' and I think I am one of the Austistic Spectrum disorders. My energy is returning, and I feel great. I'm calmer, less 'angry'.
i am dealing with a lot of 'missed' memories, holes, from my childhood, i know i had a 'toxic' life, (non jw upbringing) and a 'toxic' marriage.
I'm off on a break for 2 weeks, really excited, a much needed break, happy days, chat you soon.
Sending you love and hugs
lost ... no longer, I am found x