I had been getting my hope up that this new generation teaching wouldn't make sense and cause my JW friends and family to wake up.I even asked my mom to explain the new generation teaching, but she didn't even know what I meant! Slept through that meetin'? Anyway, I had to tell her the March 15 WT, (which I studied thanks to the comments provided here on this wonderful board!) and asked her to get it.
I am an inactive, and having just returned from her SAD, she is very concerned about me and the earthquakes and Tsunamis. Anyway, using a strategy I read about on this board, I asked my mom if we could do a family study about the new generation teaching, I needed help to understand it. She said we could do that in a couple days. She was delighted for my "renewed spiritual interest" but somehow seemed reluctant about the topic.
How is she supposed to teach something she doens't know?! Ha!
But...I got to thinking...even if she doesn't understand it she will probably still accept it. And when we get to that point in the study where I am confused and can't understand it, she may just tell me I have to accept it, even if I don't understand it. And to pray for holy spirit to understand it.
(I want to say: what if its wrong? Will holy spirit help me understand it if it is inaccurate? or will it help me to understand its wrong? What if I continue to believe its wrong and it doesn't make any sense to me? Is that the answer to my prayer - can non-understanding be an answer?)
So here it is, the horrifying realization that I came to: The "accept it even if you don't understand it, are uncomfortable with it" that the WT has been pushing will be used to deal with her inability to understand it. Rather than an exericse in "studying" and "understanding" it will become an exercise in loyalty to whatever the F&DS says! Aghgh! When does it END!