Yeah, that always having to do more made me feel so inadequate. I had 4 kids to drag out in field service and get to the meetings. How could I possibly do more, or even pioneer? Oh wait, it was my fault for having so many kids... that's it.
I asked a CO one time what it meant that every time I prayed to pioneer I got pregnant. He said it meant I needed to use birth control Thanks for that jackass! It only helped to push me out the door.