BQE...
I fully understand your frustration. Don't you know by know that most JW's are the only people in this world who do not have the full capacity to love one an other. If they show love, it is a robotic love, a love prompted by the proddings of the Society; meaning that when you are strong in the truth, you have the privilige of being looked after with a forced smile, but if you are weak: forget it... no real love will be shown and you are just a number. Sounds farfetched? Not really... I even dare to say that this is some form of a mental illness on the part of the Witnesses.
What I can say BQE, is that you will receive real care and love from outsiders or your friends and family members who are NOT in the truth. In any case I wish you all the strength to carry on and if I were living in your neighborhood, I would surely come over and help your mother any way I could!
Richie :*)