Empty inside - dear, dear lady thank you for your response and also for initial comment earlier. I am just getting the 'hang of it' so plse forgive the delay. There are so many sitting waiting their lives away!
Cantleave - thank you for the support, yes the patronizing, the never quite fitting in anywhere, we are imprisoned ... backed into a corner with no way out ... well except maybe more mtgs more service bla bla bla!
Justina - don't you just hate how the sisters feel they must line up with the proverbial bowl of soup for the 'newly available' bro (sometimes even before his wife is actually dead/gone) He of course gets to pick the 'very best'. Thanks for your thoughts on this!
Vampire - wow, honey it doesn't sound like you are damaged or gay! We are socially awkward, no kidding, who wouldn't be after the emotional kicking from the sick inhibitions of the so called "leaders"! Thanks for your thoughts. Keep your chin up, there are so many of us.
Lozhasleft - Loz so love your name. Thanks for your great news. When you find a life the whole world seems bigger and more wonderful. congrats! (darn can't stop bolding sorry)
Palmtree67 - Thank you very much for expressing your feelings in such a nice way. Me too. She died last spring... still alone, still "faithful".
WTwizard - thanks for being on here ... for sure it's a very small gene pool to pick from! I was thinking, if I did pass muster at harm ageddon well then, I guess we'll just have to wait for all the little 'bros' to grow up, then there will be more males to pick from!! Sick!!
I Quit - I know, waiting, waiting - to be rescued by harm ageddon! No real home, usually a crappy little apartment, no children ... and of course no grandbabies. I was not born in so thank g*d, I have some of the above ... but can so imagine the grief and remorse of those deceived by the "don't get married, don't have children" commands of the borg! What a legacy!
CoCo - Thank you so much for your welcome. It means a lot to me. What you say is so true and you know, even at times when you do let yourself even entertain the idea of 'getting to know' a worldly person (massive guilt aahhh)- because of the indoctrination, we're just consumed with the depressing thought that this (of course) can't really ... go anywhere ... crap! Plse do carry on CoCo, we need you.
