Please, let me explain my intensions more and some background. I have been out of Jehovah's Witnesses for a while now. A brief summary of my story can be found here:
http://www.jehovahs-witness.net/jw/friends/172464/1/Thanks-and-Who-Am-I
Blame it on my upbringing and environment, or whatever else, but I am truly still seeking (Although not as aggressively or eagerly as I use to) questions to life/beliefs, where the two prominent views which are mostly on my mind are Christianity and Atheist. I honestly want to believe in Jesus and the whole story which really appeals to me...Even more so than the Watchtower crap I was exposed to for 30+ years. I know the contradictions and problems with certain aspects of Christianity; including 'the story' and 'the bible'.
Then again, I have moments where Atheists seem to be my belief, yet I have issue with what I have brought up in my opening post.
Many may laugh or balk at either stance, but for me this is where I am at with life's journey and understanding. I would say I'm more Agnostic than anything else at this point...Or more like a weak Atheist/strong Agnostic or/and a 'cultural' Christian. Respecting Atheism and Christianity the topics at hand are the most burning unanswered issues from my perspective and personal beliefs system.
I'm hoping this thread will stay on course and focus on the two stances and help me acquire answers to the questions surrounding those areas. An answer of we/I don't know is more than acceptable as well, as that of course is my answer(s) at this time; hence, my questioning.
I have more than made peace with there never being any satisfying answers to these questions and topics (At least not in my lifetime), but I thank all nonetheless for assisting me. I truly appreciate it.