I did feel upbeat after certain meetings, but that was just the social aspect of talking with my "friends".
Also after conventions I would remark "that's what I needed" because it would reinvigorate you to do the things that would presumably save your life.
The last few months before I even knew that the WT is BS I HATED the meetings, the superficial scripted comments, the repressed atmosphere, and especially giving talks.
It's been about a month and a half since I've been to a meeting and it feels FUCKING AWESOME and I'm never going back.
I am now TRULY refreshed!
This thread has made my day.