Everything you do, say, look at, hear or don't hear will be analyzed and stored for future use. The judging and micro-managing have risen to epic levels. Why do you think many come to the meetings late, go and sit in back rooms, leave early or right after the prayer? Entire lives are analyzed and recorded for judging you - are you good or bad association? Can I trust you with a confidence? The looks from others, the put-downs, talking behind your back. Real Christian love?
I have seen ones over the years come to meetings wearing sunglasses to conceal the tears or anger on their faces. The happiest place on earth?
There are exceptions to this rule, but now with no more home study groups, the family feel is in the toilet! Assistance from your service group leader? What a joke! A mindless beehive of activity (keep busy till you die - be a good worker or soldier).
Too busy to think, question or seek answers.
Living in fear (remind you of "Invasion of the Body Snatchers"?)