I don't think it ever was in my heart, that is why I have found it relatively easy to leave and not be scared of the fear belief system. I feel kind of bad for people here who were so immersed that they still get these weird twinges of armageddon fears, etc. That has to be difficult to still have that looming feeling. The thing is that I wasn's raised in a "spiritually weak" family. Mine was big time JW all the way, regular, assembly parts, elder/PO family members, etc. It just goes to show that there have to be loads of JW's out there who are just putting on the "show" to
What do you attribute to the main reason you were able to leave and embrace new viewpoints? Is it the heart, or your desire for intellectual satisfaction and proof, lifestyle, circumstances?
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