Okay, i can post again!!! YAYZ! xD
so now i have reviwed these responses and answers from everyone, and honestly, most of you have very good points, esp Yknot and Aguest..and Black Sheep somewhat...And i decided to take it slow, even if my bf dies in armageddon...he will be remebered to me. but anyways..enough with the funeral talk..it makes me sad..lol
but i have really really thought about this, and you all know the answer to the bf online thing. i am not breaking it off with him.
but as for real life, i will take this slow. all i do have is one life, and i don't want to regret anything that i didn't do while i am in my teens and so on.
heh, i feel a lot better, maybe i did need to get something out after all! ^_^
well um...this topic is kind of over...message me if you all want. bye! ^_^