When I was in school as young JW I would disregard any kind of knowledge that was against what I was taught by the WT.
Things Evolution, the space, the age periods of the earth, the immnesity of the space, etc etc. Anything that would bring more questions was also disregarded as not important enough to dedicate our valuable time. We needed to study the WT publications.
I remember longing for that knowledge but just learning the necessary things to pass the exams and as soon as the topic was over I would purposely forget everything as it was against my religion.
Since last year I have been reading anything and everything that comes to my hands. It is as if I discover life. I feel I was born last year. Everything is new. I realized how much knowledge I disregarded and practically lost. I have realized that I spent most of the free time on the net reading and watching videos and I was wondering why am I obsessed with it.
I love knowledge, and I lost 39 years of it. Now that I am reborn that big curiosity for things comes back again and I cant seem to be able to stop. I need to catch up with life.
Our descendants will build upon what we discover now. and we need to know what was discovered by our ancestors as well
So now that you are outside of the WT... are you recovering the knowledge that you lost? or you ok believing the simple explanations of religion?