I understand God very well.
Oh BD. Not very Paul-like of you. When you are strong, then you are weak. Claiming to understand God very well sugests you feel strong and, as a beliver in the Bible, you must know that is when you are at your weakest.
And God does not change like scientific theory.
God in the Bible does nothing BUT change. First he exists as a creator, then as a personal friend, then as a covetor of male penises, then a demander of demonstrations of loyalty, then as a matchmaker, then as a lawgiver, then a warrior, then an arbiter and then disappears completely in favor of Jesus.
He has acted in my life more than I can conceive.
You have concluded he has acted. To presume he is giving you attention is presuming your life is somehow more important than all those poor people that die in earthquakes, disease, from hunger, etc.
So the pity goes to those that have not given Him a chance and instead decide to reject Him because of a corrupt organization of men.
So the pity goes to those that have not seen him, heard him, and instead decide to no matter what believe in Him because it makes them feel special