BD, I thought long and hard before posting here, went for a run, went to the tobbacanist to pick up a few things to resolve my abject and utter failure in another project (another thread on that coming) and then thought some more.
If, in the course of our debates, I in any way offended you or you felt like I was attacking you personally, I wasn't trying to and I apologize.
If I offended your sensibilities of God, that I can't help.
It's EASY for me to have a voracious debate with someone like you and not take or intend to make anything personal, it's very easy for me to compartmentalize, I think mainly due to my background and the type of work I do. I am often reminded and often need to be reminded that not everyone is like me, they can't put things in boxes mentally and leave them there and move on. I am not saying that in a good or bad way about either types or about us, just stating it based on what you have said about you and what I know about me.
Having said that, there is no need to leave forever. Take a break, re-charge, come back. Like I've offered, I went through a similiar situation personally like what you are and I am here if you need someone to talk to. Others on the board were here for me when I needed someone to talk to (even though I could barely admit it to myself) and helped me a lot.
Come back when and if you are ready. Godspeed, my friend.
