Scott77,
Don't feel bad. Your needs are as valid as anyones on this Forum and you just need to hear more stuff about the JW world that you couldn't anywhere else and most of that stuff is negative because the JW world hides all of that from us. I get it.
To be frank with you, I need some of that too. That story link you posted for example is awesome. I just finished reading it now and I'm dizzy from the way this brother recounted his stay at Bethel as well as his whole life. Everything just rang so very true and reading it validates my own feelings of negativity about the "Truth". God bless him for it. But please note though, that his story also contained a few good things about Bethel that he saw and about a few good people he met there too. Bethel wasn't all bad for those of us that stayed there longer than his stay and some of my memories are pleasant. His style was to purge all at once and to put it all in one large set of a few posts, I'm doing it a piece at a time over time.
My own personal need is to get this stuff all off my chest after bottling it up for so long and I just want to tell it as I remember it and to make it as interesting as possible so others would read it. I admitted up front with my first post that this was my main goal. I hope it helps others too as a side benefit, but I admit I'm being selfish here right now and just saying what I feel, in order to purge by soul from all this, some of it negative, some positive, some neutral.
LivingTheDream