How was 1975 for me?
Confusing, I guess.
I'd read Freddy's opus, the second (red?) 'Life Everlasting' book very carefully and had noted that the date 1975 was (in Freddy's reckoning) quite dependent on the length of time that Adam had been in teh garden of eden. Freddy made an assumption and based on that arrived at 1975.
Also the WTS was fairly clear on what they considered to be the pattern of things that had to occur before the BIG A. I was expecting some of those things to happen in, at least, 1974, and none of them came to pass.
Early 1975 came and went and nothing came to pass either.
But in september 1975, Boss Nathan and little Fred came to pass, turning up in Greenacre Assembly hall to explain why all bets were off. Nathan Knorr's body language was clear - he was extremely pissed with Freddy.
Nathan pointed out that none of the things that HAD to happen before the big A, had happened, so it was unlikely that the end would come in 1975.
So I knew the jig was up and 1975 was an anti-climax and that all the things we'd said and done to prepare the brothers for the worst tribulation (read - persecution) ever, wasn't going to happen anytime soon.
I'd been apprehensive about that persecution. I have a low pain threshold. My kids were still young and how could I stand and watch my young daughters (or, son) being raped and knowing that all I had to do was say, "OK! I give up being a Christian."
In reponse to Freddy's fiasco, I turned to more study and prayer, to hide the doubts that threatened to overwhelm me. But the doubts won out - and here I am. Free! free! Free! from superstition at last.