Very interesting and thanks for sharing your experience.
I have a couple of comments:
1) Science now in the form of advanced C14 dating and archaeology support the Biblical timeline, at least for the time of the Exodus at the beginning of the reign of Akhenaten, who converted to monotheism becauseof the ten plagues. But you don't find archaeologists or historians linking Akhenaten to the Exodus. So there are a lot of liars and deceivers out there manipulating the "science" that would otherwise support the Bible. If you don't get down to the raw evidence and you follow the sugar-coated and distorted rhetoric of prominent persons in the field, then you get a wrong impression and you logically are led to reject the Bible. So science and the Bible do not contradict each other, at least not as much as is believed by atheists.
2) I can completely emphathize with your "frustration" with God and your conclusion he does not exist. But my experience is totally different. That's because I became the messiah! Per the Bible, an individual, imperfect adult is chosen to become the fleshly manifestation of the messiah at the 2nd coming. He does not have to return in the perfect flesh since that first sacrifice was "once for all time", nor can he use his former perfect human body since it was given in sacrifice. So in order to enter the flesh again for the second coming and the 1000-year reign, a volunteer is used; someone who lies down his own life to allow Christ to live in the flesh again. This reflects the parables of the "prodigal son" and the "Rich Man and Lazarus." I'll skip further details, but basically that person chosen to be the imperfect messiah gets to be rather close to God and his activities at this time. So in my case, I actually got a chance to have an interview with Jehovah himself. So my personal experience is that I know for a fact that not only is there a god, but the god of the Bible is that god. So while you are an atheist and reasonably so because you lack any direct evidence of god, I'm still a believer, not because of the Bible or science, per se, but because of direct interaction with Jehovah himself when I became the chosen "prodigal son" to embody the spirit of Christ for the second coming.
So be assured, here is a god and Armageddon is about to occur, just as prophesied.
Again, I totally empathize with your experience, but am so thankful I don't have to guess about the existence of god.
By the way, he is as described in the Bible. The Bible says he has "wooly hair" and indeed, he would appear to be black with a "natural" which certainly fits the description of "wooly hair."
So in the end atheism is just a misunderstanding. You can take my word for it or wait for Armageddon, when a lot of things will be cleared up about god for the public in general. Still it is nice to have an advanced demonstration of god's reality.