Welcome princess. I hope everything works out well with your exit. It isn't easy but there is support here.
As for being "normal" I disagree with those who say nobody is normal here. We are ALL normal, because the diversity of views, beliefs, goals, desires, dreams that we are now free to experience in OUR OWN WAY is normal. Being a Borg Drone is NOT NORMAL and that is why it is so incredibly stressful on our mental and physical health (notice how JWs seem to be sick all the time?) to be a Dub.
Unlike the WT deliniation of "the truth" and "the world" I like to differentiate between JDubs/Borg Drones and normal people.
Welcome to freedom, joy, and normal life.
