LIL PRINCESS- Welcome to the board ! Nice to have you here. I agree with Palmtree's suggestion to do research and get accurate information. One thing that helped me after exiting 7 years ago was reading some very revealing books by Steve Hassan - " Combatting Cult Mind Control " & " Releasing the bonds - Empowering People to Think for Themselves ". I had felt a little weird mentally as well before reading those books. After reading the books it helped me to understand HOW I was able to be controlled and dominated by the JW organization and WT society. It helped me see they used uneeded fear and guilt on me to scare me from exiting the Witnesses. I highly recommend those books if you get a chance down the line sometime. Take care, Peace out, Mr. Flipper