Lol...I know exactly what you guys mean..I was blessed with "superior" intelligence, and I am by nature very studious and articulate, so putting together a talk in minutes has never been a challenge. I moved to the Spanish cong when I was 17 and I was giving #3 talks in Spanish within 2 months. Within 6 months, my Spanish fluency far exceeded that of the other bros who had moved from the English who had themselves been in the Spanish for decades. Some were jealous, while most just showered me with praise. Everyone loves my talks, and they all talk about how much "Jah has blessed me" by giving me this gift of intelligence and ability to quickly acquire new languages..I then say why is that Jah felt it best to bless me and ignore the other brothers who are also MS and Elders and COs and DOs? Why did God go out of his way to alter the natural sequences and random allocation of my genome so that I would be intelligent, while he simply ignored the millions of other braindead retarded JWs? If my intelligence wasn't a product of random chance, based on which way my DNA decided to coalesce, and God had a hand in configuring my DNA while in the womb, then surely he must also have been the one who gave me a chronic pain disease, asthma, allergies, IBS, and every other inherited ailment I've been forced to suffer my whole life..
God altered my DNA in the womb to "bless me" with intelligence while he allowed other JW babies to be born with severe autism and down syndrome???
Or how about the reason I give such good talks? The source of my piercing insights and applications when I give bible highlights? Surely, it's all a result of Jehovah's spirit helping me according to all the bros..Well, how do you explain the fact that I haven't prayed for help in writing a talk or giving a talk EVER!? And yet I do just fine on my own...well enough to attract a lot of attention.
Why can't it just be that I'm a talented speaker? Why does every single good thing or positive personality trait have to be attributed to divine intervention?? Oh you see..."because the bible says the God blesses certain individuals with 'gifts in men'"..blah blah blah! Repulsive!