I joined this site hoping to find old friends and learn some ways to get past the BORG thinking that is screwing my life.
Welcome to the forum!
You D/A'ed 15 years ago and you still have debilitating PTSD symptoms? Jeez, their child conditioning programming is a behemoth. I have been out 2 years and it's just as strong as ever. This place sure does help.
-Sab