the change in the generation dogma was the real beginning for me
at that point i knew that my hope of never getting old and dying was taken away then followed up by the separting of the sheep and goat and the change on alternative service and college
life issues that many of us built our entire lives on where snatched right out from under our feet and we were told to go sit down and not complain about your hope being dashed to pcs-
at that point i made a decision that by 2000 i would be out i told my wife she could come or stay in the org, but i was out
and the net provided the tools to learn what i know now
i order ray's books read both in 10day and cried for10 days more
at that point i knew how the System worked being a "Society Man" at the time
so i made plans to make my get away from the org my wife and i decided to drift and now we are coming up on 4 yrs- i'm glad that we drifted for it gave us time to regroup and put in place new friends, new life style, new careers ,educations, etc-
so now at this point in our lives we could care less what anyone in our former life does or says about us
i refuse to DA myself for the simple reason that the ENTIRE CONCEPT OF DA is a wt concept- i no longer acknowledge any concepts that they set forth
i would not waste the stamp , paper or time to send a letter to MO LARRY AND CURLY aka Service committe.
FOR THOSe WHO just feel they need to do so in order to be free- that is fine
to me it is the same as no longer shopping at Kmart or Walmart
i no longer buy any of the WT goods- and just as with Kmart or Walmart i would not write a letter to the local store and their corp office to say that i will no longer be buying thier goods
i simply don't go there-