cedars
I cannot get this comment out of my mind ( Is this really what the GB wants? Secret non-believers in the congregation? They leave no other choice other than social suicide.)
It truly boggles my mind to wonder what the GB is truly thinking. They have to know that their stand on shunning is only making them rot and decay from the inside out.
In a way I am proff of this, I am still active in that I turn time in every month. I tell everyone the reason I am not at the meetings is doctors orders because of the pedophiles. Truly it is the reason. Seeing men who have rapped kids holding them and talking care of them makes me have panic attacks. My doctor who also is the doctor for the attorney elder in my hall told me that if I kept going and watching the child molesters holding the kids I would sink deeper and deeper into my depression.
So far even though the attorney elder has threatened me with being df'ed nothing has happened. I still am a member. Some still talk to me others do shun me but it is just so bizarre that I am in such limbo.
Those who do not shun me know why I am not at the meetings and they all know about the child molesters because of me. I was so active before the pedophiles moved in and I stopped cold turkey.
The GB really is shooting themselves in the foot with how they are running the show right now.
I truly am so grateful for you doing this ceaders.
Thank you again.
LITS