Good to see you Tammy!
Although the act might look symbolic, and you might not feel much, great things take place in the spiritual realm!
See for example here what happens when one believes for the first time. One might not feel much but seismic things have happened in the spirit.
John 5:24
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24 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life. He does not come into judgment, but has passed from death to life.
Ephesians 1:13-15
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13 In him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, 14 who is the guarantee of ourinheritance until we acquire possession of it, to the praise of his glory.
2 Corinthians 5:17
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17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.
Ephesians 2:4-6
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4 But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, 5 even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— 6 and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, Hope you are well! Blessings, Stephen