Welcome JakeM2012.
“It all boils down to this; either you believe that the faithful and discrete slave class is God’s channel to mankind or you don’t”.
In my early 20s (some 20 odd years ago) in my parents' farmhouse kitchen, I asked both of them at the same time point blank:
"Is the Governing Body of Jehovah's Witnesses God's sole Channel of communication?"
At exactly the same time they both replied. Dad said "No." and Mom said "Yes."
You should have seen the "Holy Crap!" look pass between them. It was priceless.
I already had many doubts as a teenager. I had a lightning bolt thought one day at high school... "Heeeey! I'm not supposed to be here." But there I was. It's pretty tough to deny reality when it's staring you right in the face.
Both me and my bro didn't listen to Mom and went to College. We're glad we did. We weren't going to be needing a career but are now closer to retirement than the beginning of our careers. So much for the coming of Armageddon. So much for all the crap piled on us by Botchtower.