The idea of 99.9% of the world's population dying in a genocidal war didn't bother you?
I stuck with my study for two years because I misunderstood the teaching on this. I thought EVERYONE got a second chance. Everyone, ever, including those who died at Armageddon. I was happy about that. Then, a few days after I agreed to get baptized, I was reading through the red revelation book, and I saw that everyone who died AT armageddon did not get a resurrection.
But yet I was supposed to hope for this to happen at any moment, knowing that every member of my family, and all of my loved ones would die and never be resurrected?
My heart hit the floor. I still thought they were the truth, but I couldn't be part of it. Figured I was too weak for it... then I did research after, that did not include JW research.
Peace,
tammy