Glander - I also had many personal plans. I practically had a nervous breakdown lol. I just hope this first part if what I think is happening is happening atleast lasts a few years. I'll let you know as soon as I can.
If any still believe in God, with whoever he is, trusting to teach and as Jesus said bring the spirit of truth, if you've believed in that and seen it, if you haven't in awhile, get back to it, if you learn it without anyone telling you, your faith will be that much stronger and it will be a lot more help with what's to come. It might really be like that bridegroom w/ oil lamp scenario if things are so rushed. I will say that is the ONLY reason I'm learning this. If what I say really bothers you and you feel I may be sincere and really seeing something don't wait for me to come back to explain, try to have faith and get help from the only one who can save you and the spirit of truth which would reveal everything. It will be 2 months or so because I was almost done w/ my first project exposing and something that hopefully will wake anybody up who's stuck in the JW, and when I do post in 2 months or so, it's only going to be what is happening and about to happen, I don't think I'll have any answer on what you should do.
I need to try to save my family now on that. I was not expecting THIS to happen. 1 week ago I thought I would for sure die an old man, now unless when I finish learning and researching what I just learned, I don't even know if what we thought was never going to start is about to now....:(