Hi aChristian,
Thanks for the reply. I respect and admire your faith in the Bible, it is something I also had once. I found comfort in the Bible and sometimes still do.
My father died about ten years ago. When he died a part of me also died, so much so that my health suffered greatly. I thought nothing except the death of my children could hurt so much!! For months I really was not living.
When I realized the Watchtower was a sham, a lie, I died again. It may seem terrible to say but for me I would have preferred to go through the death of my father 100 times rather than experience again the shock and hurt and feelings of betrayal I felt when finding out about the Watchtower. I had made them spiritual fathers, something no man can or should be.
But when I realized that the Bible is not what it is proclaimed to be by Christians and Jews, the word of God, that for me was the end. The death of a 1000 fathers would not have compared to the loss of the Bible for me! The Bible was written by men and I had also made those men spiritual fathers, another mistake.
Since 1999 my children and I have experienced loss, little else. Loss after loss.
The words attributed to Jesus, "Nobody is good, except one, God" are for me, true. It is also true that the sun rises and sets and that we all die just as every living thing on earth dies. It is upon these truths that I am attempting to build a new life: 1. God is the Creator. 2. I live on a tiny planet and every 24 hours a new day starts, a chance to make things new or to continue on a new path. 3. I will die, I would like to contribute something positive to others before I do.
The rest I leave in God's hands.
I always enjoy your comments and continue to look out for them here as well as on the C Forum.
Take Care,
IW