I had lost all hope.
Its not pleasant believing everyone who isnt a J.W. including innocent children, will be tortured and killed while you and other witnesses watch and supposedly arent going to be bothered by it.
I prayed, studied the bible,(not the watchtower), read countless books on the subject, visited this and other similar sites. I now know what I have suspected all along.
The W.T.S is not the truth.
I have gained more hope for humanity in the past 2 years than I have had my entire life as a J.W.