You know how you sometimes you are going about your day and then an idea hits you? You say to yourself, " what a great idea!!". Then you think to yourself that maybe it isn't so great? Here is my idea. PLEASE give me your opinion. ( like I need to ask)
This upcoming Saturday is the first Saturday of the month. So since I am fading I will go out, to ease into obscurity, right? Well, what if I purposely work with an Elder and talk all day about how I cannot Scripturally accept the FDS " class " teaching? I will come clean about ALL my research and say that there is NO WAY that the " Slave " can be 1900+ years old! If they say that I am rushing ahead of Jehovah, I will refuse to let the matter drop, and continue to say that it just can not be true! I will likely be called into a meeting at some point, and I will state my beliefs based on scripture. I could get DF'd, but then what? What happens a few months down the road when the new light breaks? Would this wake my wife up? Would it show the hypocrisy of the organization to her? What if I am not DF'd? They already know my beliefs about partaking based on what the Bible says. ( whether you believe or not is not important, but what they believe is) So then they are are really going to wonder what to think of me.....
I don't know. This seems like a golden opportunity, even though it is ballsy, brazen if you will. I get a little crazy around a full moon, so this could be just that, crazy talk. What do you think?