Yeah! well what else can you do in a screwed up religious philosophy like Christianity, whether its the witness brand or the catholic brand or the modern easy-queasy-love everyone American brands.
Right from the start - the dying for Yahweh/Jesus model was promoted as the proper thing to do, it became so popular in early Christian times, that young Christians, full of zeal, would jump up at trials etc and say 'Hey, we're Christians too- kill us also!"
I've just finished an essay on martyrdom in the Korean Catholic church, the man named Yi Sung-hon,suggested to be the first Korean Catholic, had heard of the Catholic religion, travelled to Beijing to meet the Jesuit missionaries who were allowed to preach there. The missionaries did not want to baptise him, they thought him 'too new.' But he persisted and they asked him the question, "Will you die for your faith?" And when he said "Yes!" they baptised him. He died as a martyr in 1801, but not without denying his faith 3 times in the intervening years. I guesshe had the same sort of doubts, that all of us may have.
All up in Korea, over 8000 Christians died a martyr's death. In Japan over 36,000, at least.
Dying for Yahweh/Jesus is a trademark of Christianity!